I'm not trying to be a Debby downer but........

I Iris am in a little bit of a funk. I feel sort of alone and unlucky. I feel as if I have had some bad luck in areas where others I know have been quite successful at. For example relationships, friendships, things people do while in relationships, and life in general. I feel as though I have missed the meetings on how to be successful in these areas. I know that the people I know who have been successful have told me I'm not missing anything and that if they had to do it all over again that they would be just like me right now. But personally I kinda don't believe that. Why? Because I think that if you yall were like me right now that you would be feeling the same feelings of failure, aloneness (if that's even a word), curiosity, and confusion. Well there is more to be said but I feel that I am depressing everyone who will be reading this so I am going to end this here.