Iris feels like it’s time to start looking at certain things from a new perspective. It feels like time to start thinking about certain situations in a different way. This past Tuesday night when I had a long talk with someone about our relationship, It made me realize how much a person can learn about themselves and about past situations even thou a lot of time has passed. It made me see how much people can grow up so fast and yet learn so much. I have learned that sometimes acceptance takes time to appear its ugly head. There are things in life we have to accept but have a hard time accepting for one reason or another. For me it was accepting the fact that love had faded and that everything was changing. I had to see that thou I didn’t want things to happen the way they happened, that I wasn’t grown up enough to control it or stop it from turning out bad. I think there is hope that my past situation will turn out to be good again someday even if it’s not in the form id like it to be in, acceptance is the key. There are other words I’d like to say but I can’t find the words right now, and as I read this the more semi-depressing it sounds. So I might as well stop now before Sam comes after me for being so depressing and not writing about random stuff like I should be. I just feel like I need a space to vent.
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